I am more than enough.

I'm not good enough, I'm not good enough, I'm not good enough, I'm not good enough. These are the thoughts that race around my mind as he is walking out the door. The the things I could have, should have done are spilling off my tongue as I'm begging him to stay. Its not enough, nothing is enough, I'm not enough, he's done. This isn't instant heart break and I think that's what killed me the most.. I saw it coming a mile away. The way his eyes shifted, hands held tightly in his lap, his tongue licking his lips with the words that were about to spill out.  Here I am at my knees, this pain hurts but I know it will pass. God is here with me with his unending peace, covering over my broken up heart. Whispering in my ear over and over again. "You are more than enough for me. Come in closer and I will show you my love. Breathe in these words as I bring forth this truth. There is nothing you can do to make me change my mind on how much I love you. Not only love you but adore every little detail about you. There is nothing you can say that would ever make me love you less." So as I close up this letter I want to not only remind you but myself. At your knees, begging Him to take this pain away, he is right beside you.

Do not forget who loves you dearest and first. Who knows your hearts desire and wipes every tear with peace.