Sunday, July 29, 2012

Peace.

For about a year now iv struggled with some health problems, I would swell up with extremely bad heat rashes. For months we THOUGHT it was to do with "food allergies" so I went on a NO gluten or dairy. It was one of the hardest things I had to do, I would come home from a long day at school and my body would hurt so bad even when I wouldn't eat at all.  I would cry out to God, not able to sleep for hours on end and all I wanted was peace. After going to many doctors, and leaving with no explanation I just wanted to quit.


About a month ago we went to a doctor, pretty much our last resort. He asked me a few questions and come to the conclusion that I'm allergic to myself. Meaning my cells are literally fighting against each other. Cause by? STRESS!!
My mind was just to overwhelmed. I struggled with depression for awhile, had to get used to different meds that would "help me be happy." Had to find ways to calm down.

So going into camp I wanted to find Gods unconditional peace. The first night there, God really touched my mind, letting go of all the pain I was in, gave me the peace of understanding. 

From that night on I felt such a peace from God. Now I know that I can concur all my pains and fears only with God alone. 

1 comment:

  1. I wish there was a LIKE button on this post! That's my girl!! Just keep your eyes focused on God! He is THE ONLY source for peace. I'm proud of you "Ness!

    Robert G.

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